Cambria's Corner

I wish life was as easy

as falling in love.

My head now is filled 

with thoughts of her face

and the fear that I won’t be enough.

I worry for the rest and not for myself

and I tell myself I’ll be okay,

but I know that’s not why 

I don’t worry for myself,

though I don’t even know the real why.

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I’ve done this before, 

will I do it again?

I want to be happy 

and make it all work

but what if I can’t keep it up?

I don’t want to hurt her

or anyone else

and for once, 

not even myself.

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It’s worth it, I think

to try anyway

cause already I feel it there.

I’m not sure what will happen,

I don’t know myself,

but I’m not gonna let it all end

without trying my best 

to love them the same

and maybe, even, myself.