Cambria's Corner

Another sleepless night,

another listless day.

Another night I’ve felt alone,

I don’t know how to say

that I’m no good with no one there

and I know that’s not okay, but

lately I just fall apart

in every little way.

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I’m fighting and trying

but I feel like I’m dying

and drowning and choking on it all.

I’m lost in the smoke

of the pain and the fear

but sometimes, at least, I’m here.

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And fuck it all hurts

but I rub off the dirt

and get up again cause I know,

that despite all the pain

and despite the reclusion

I know I’m not really alone.